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To Live and Die in the Midwest

by Upscale Swill

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1.
Simple 03:02
He could do anything, so easy without fail He was like superman, with a hammer and nail We were inseparable, like winter from the cold I was learning how to be, a man when I get old A simple life and a simple song, simple things like right and wrong or love Hot summer days of work, splitting wood out in the yard The axe's fall shattering, the sun beating on the barn The weeks in the rear view, we're driving to the lake Mama's drinking Chardonnay, Dads burning the steak A simple life and a simple song, simple thing like right and wrong or love, love Someday we'll go kayak the Kinnickinnic until sundown Someday, I'll grow tall and be wise I'll be him in disguise Someday Can't wait 'til I get big, see how I line up Ain't much but a young man, and there ain't much in my cup But if I work my fingers to the bone, live and learn and build a home Live a simple life, sing a simple song 'bout love
2.
People can’t understand what I’m about Clever t-shirt and skinny jeans worn out This girl I know says she’s a writer Seems like she laughs and things looks brighter Watch spinal tap and steal my dads scotch Whip shitties in the K-Mart parking lot Best day is Tuesday to go down town She says new releases are all marked down And she’s my, kinda girl 16 years old, steal a car, get out, no looking back 16 months probation, but our spirits were intact 6th sense aware something better is gonna come She’s my kind of girl She says she’d like to move out east and Find fame and fortune by the weekend Think I could try to start a band Sing songs bout fighting with the man, and it’s my kind of world
3.
The Chill 04:34
yeah, yeah, we’re on the way, still farms on both sides, this may be the last goodbye Wisconsin yeah, yeah, heading out east pavement’s still cold, signs are all old in Milwaukee And you took the chill out of the air yeah, yeah, I-80 runs from here to whenever, to east and to never, come back And you took the chill out of the air Lungs coulda froze, who would’ve known Who we once were, it’s not who we’ll be How we once were, it’s not you and me yeah, yeah, It’s almost 3, love open your eyes, I can see the lights of Boston And you took the chill out of the air Lungs coulda froze, who would’ve known Who we once were, it’s not who we’ll be How we once were, it’s not you and me And you took the chill out of the air
4.
I think that we might just be in love, might have enough in south end Our place is small, shaken by the T, that trains become our best friend Your job is hell, brutal and absurd but some how you do it graceful My albums done, ride the humid coast, I’ve got 12 shows in April Write you a note, it’s on our milk carton, it says I miss you baby When I get home, the OJ answers me, it says you loved me all day Our favorite bar, just down the street I play there every Tuesday You sit and write ‘bout lands of lost ‘bout trying to find your own way Words we spoke made into a song, now you hear it playing on, the radio Words she wrote made into a song, now you hear it playing on, the radio oh, our life put to music oh, the first verse sets the tone and the key no, the endings not quite there yet Oh, will you write it with me
5.
Out of Ink 03:46
Could we hook up late tonight, give a call or maybe write, Seems I barely remember you I know you’re somewhere far away, and you’ve got little time to play, the games we always used to. It’s like my pens run out of songs for you Seems that often I regret, that maybe somehow I have let, you slowly slip away from me I mention our apartment’s small, if little feet were soon to fall, but you don’t want a family It’s like my pens run out of songs for you I’ve gone all in and I got nothing left to lose I don’t think there’s much more of me in you It’s likes my jeans don’t fit and my dog won’t sit or you and I have grown After all the late nights out and after all the fights about someone feeling alone Going home. This summer’s sweat out all my try, I confess I cannot lie, my path may turn a different way How did we both get here, through thick and thin and through tears, we’ve stood together ‘til today It’s like my pens run out of songs for you I’ve gone all in and I ain’t got nothing left to lose I don’t think there’s more me in you My guitar won’t play, and I’ve worried my mind away You and I have grown After all the late nights out and after all the fights about someone feeling alone Going home.
6.
Hits Me 03:42
If I never unpack the phone. If I finally learn to sleep alone. If something in me is forever lost, if surgery’s the fix, what’s the cost If the dishes learn to do themselves. If the whole world gets put on a shelf If her face haunts me at night. If my cigarette won’t light. If the TV weren’t my only friend. If I could only go to school again. If I don’t do well with sunny days. If I lived our life your way And the bottom of the bottle hits me
7.
Since Then 03:05
I spent a while getting my wind. trying to put life together again Soldiered like a kid into war, innocent and foolish now I’m wiser by far If I’ve learned anything along the way, is that the sun comes up every day Life is a song learn to play your part, or you’ll always be alone with a broken heart If I only knew true love as real, I’m sure it’d be easier to know how I feel All the stories they read and movies I see, could make anyone curious and most believe I’ve seen the coast and feared the pope, since then I feel alright Been around the bend and dreamed the end, since then I feel alright You were a love, I wasn’t enough, since then I feel alright Met a friend, far better than, and right now I feel alright
8.
Gloria 03:49
And it may be, that love is free, but I have paid so dearly And in forty weeks, you’ve grown to be, my head seeing clearly Three souls bound an ultrasound, of how our lives will change I’ll answer the call, never fail or fall, nothing stays the same And I snap shots of clowns and pokadots, as you turn one Years roll by and you turn nine and my love’s never done So you see, the doctor well he, said I don’t have long And after all we’ve been through, there’s not much they can do I’m sick and I’m sorry
9.
Just like a train is bound for who knows where, it is surely gonna stop And every street and every song must have an end, and everything that is is not Remember we’d ride to Green Bay in our old Ford, the highways trimmed up in pine You always knew just as our trip would begin, it would end in its due time Don’t be afraid, if ever after was forever, we’d all be here to stay. Don’t be afraid, if we were only meant for lonely, we’d only feel pain The TV show that you loved for all those years, its end was a bitter pill Just like a summer storm, the wind, the rain and me, all good things must become still
10.
Surfing 03:12
I did, my morning like I usually do. I hid, from the breakfast table without. You stare, out 13 photos in the hall. My phone, still plays Jimmy Hendrix if you’d call Of all the things you did, of all the things you said, I remember. Life is born or raised, to be so certain or more than make Life is a tidal wave and we’re all surfing on a board meant to break You said, honey please be strong for your mom. I’ll try, weight is heavy and the roads so long I said, I would never ever be like you. No trial, you forgive all of the things I do. Of all the things you did, of all the things you said, I remember. I love and I’d stay, but fate has taken that choice away. Life is a tidal wave and we’re all surfing on a board meant to break Today, my first morning without you.

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This concept album, created by Mischa Suemnig and Jonathan Earl, follows the life and death of a Midwestern man. Stories culled from their own lives, including some dreams and nightmares, woven together into one story told in 10 separate installments.

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released September 21, 2016

All songs written by Mischa Suemnig and Jonathan Earl.

All parts played and sung by Mischa Suemnig and Jonathan Earl except: Jordan Carlson played drums on Simple, The Chill, Our Life Put to Music, Hits Me, Since Then, Gloria and Don't Be Afraid. Molly Solomon sings lead on Surfing.

All artwork by Corby Ortman corbyortmann.com

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"this sounds really great, beautiful vocal harmonies...congrats and well done" - Kevin Bowe (Grammy Winner)

"...a refreshing listening experience...ten beautifully crafted folk-pop songs that bounce from sun-shiny love songs to heart-wrenching ballads of two souls drifting apart. " - Rift Magazine
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